Behind the fake smile lies tears.
Nothing stays forever.
When the time comes, they will leave you.
What remains by your side forever then?
They say after the rain, there's a rainbow.
Or however it's translated in english la huh.
But after the rain, I still see dark clouds looming.
And they don't seem in a hurry to go away.
I seem live in the shadow you've casted over me.
How am I to step out of it?
However, I was the one who gave it up.
This time, it's my decision but of course as usual, that person left first.
Ah wells, now I call the shots.
I'm sick and tired of the whatever game that's going on.
So I say game over, & it's game over.
If feelings can be controlled, there wouldn't be hurt and sadness on earth.
If feelings can be controlled, there wouldn't be so many people hurt
over falling for the "right person" at the wrong time.
If feelings can be controlled, I wouldn't be like how I am now.
If only feelings can be controlled.
Everybody says when the time is right, the right one will come.
But my mum says, you can't wait forever.
If you miss the chance, there won't be a next.
If you like someone, but is too shy to do anything about it,
when that person is attached, you'll only have yourself to blame
and regret not making that move.
And yes, I agreee with what she said.
But, I won't do that.
I just love contradicting myself.
Hahah, I guess...I'm too afraid to get hurt again.
Once bitten twice shy.
SHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
I'm a shy tian shi, shy angel.
Pink t-rex in disguise, angel really.
I feel like I'm starting to follow in his footsteps.
To close myself up in a shell, shutting everybody out from my world.
Too afraid to love, to show how I really feel,
to really open up to the person I care for,
to care for that someone whole-heartedly for fear of getting hurt again.
Hopefully there's someone who'll come and open me up once again.
Chase the dark clouds away and let the sun shine once more.
I want my rainbow in my sky.
Hahaha I sound like a little kid wanting a balloon. LOL!
Ahh wells! I've moved from emo land to happy land.
So this is the last emo entry you'll get from me.
Not a promise though hahah.
Now, everything's just a happy memory.
Time to put it behind and live my happy life in happy land.
And tbh, I kinda like a few people.
Yeahhh a few people, not that many actuallly.
You know, the process of elimination ahahahahaha!!
(joking..not really)
Ain't telling ya how many but not alot really.
Actually one of them is not really counted la, just plain eye candy.
Ahahaha those who know, knows.
Those who don't, don't!
Ahahahahah some know who, but not all.
Others know some, but not all too.
And to those who think you know who, you actually don't really know who.
Ahahahahahaha!!!!
This is too funny.xD
(:
Shhhhhhhhhhhh.
Silence is golden(;
I seriously think that I'm hella weird.
Do you think so too?
(Some) People don't know what I'm thinking.
What I mean when I say certain stuff, or when I do certain stuff.
That they give up trying to understand me.
Hahaha spinster I'll be in this lifetime.
For someone like me, I doubt people will fancy.
*shrugs*
AnyhoOos,
My current addiction(: