I've been thinking.
I really don't deserve to be treated like this.
All these while, what I've done, I've done all I could.
I've really really done all I could.
I don't know what more I can do.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what that person wants.
I don't know what that person is feeling.
I don't know what that person is thinking.
I don't know anything.
I hate feeling like this again.
I tried, I've really tried.
I've tried all, everything.
It's really tiring to put up a happy front when your inside is the total opposite.
It's killing me.
Farhana's right.
What have that person done to make me happy?
Nothing.
All these while it is I who've been doing everything.
I don't know, maybe that person may be feeling the same way as I do?
I don't know.
I can't read minds.
TALK FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
God give us mouths for what?
I've been telling everything, from my thoughts to my feelings.
All that person's doing is shutting up.
Shutting me up from that person's world.
I've asked.
It's left unanswered, yet again.
Nessa said, Let go let good.
I've tried. I really did. I REALLY REALLY FUCKING TRIED.
You chose to go then, why are you back now?
If it's because I asked, then you should answer all that I've asked.
But no, you're back at it again.
I cannot take it anymore.
Just go jump off the nearest building or knock yourself on the nearest wall.
I want my long island tmr jowe.
Kamsahabnida!(;
ANyhoos.
I can go on and on.
But I don't and I won't.
So enough of emo-ing.
Here are some pics from this afternoon when the psycho came to crash my place.
I like my hair colour here, it looks goldish-blond. HA!
Yes I know my hair rocks ;D
Oh and look at my lao gong behind^_^
Personal Favourite :D
&of course, look at that face, isn't it just so adorable? XD
OMG look at her priceless expressionssssss yO!
Jay's obviously mine; she's just being an extra.
OMG look la, Jay's wannabe-lover.
She was trying to imitate that Jolin pose behind.
(Trying to show me that it's easy.. LOL!)
And again, that Jolin pose behind. XD
First attempt..
Yes. Finally a nice pic, after jumping for god-knows how many times lol
Sheesh, idk why I have a retard as my friend..(:
Heh. Nana don't kill meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(: