I don't know.
I just feel so messed up all of a sudden.
So stupid, so naive, so shitty.
I feel that I've changed..
I don't know.. I just...feel.
Seems like I'm less talkative and crazy these days.
(Maybe to some of you I'm still the same.. *shrugs*)
But yeah.. I don't know how to explain it.
But that's what I feel.
I'm so...emotionless..to the extent of shutting up and just thinking bout me.
Me me me and me.
If there's anything wrong with me, what's wrong with me etc.
Keeping quiet and not talking seems to be something I'm getting better and better at as days go.
Making me such a seeemingly boring person.
I think there's seriously something wrong with me.
I want the me I was back then.
I don't vie for attention, I don't do things well, I'm dumb and stupid.
God I feel so useless.
I look at people's negative side and ignore their good side. (Not like some of them have a good side in the first place..) And I hate it when I do that.
Because it'll make me have a whole new impression of that person.
Not a good one in fact.
And I'll start getting a lil annoyed with that person, whoever he/she is whenever he/she does that thing which gets on my nerves.
Maybe I'm better off a loner.
I think I'm such a weird person.
Do you still wanna be my friend?
To those who already are my friend, do you still wanna continue being my friend?
I think, because of some people who are better left un-named, I am what I am now.
A changed person/character cuz of that someone?
Perhaps...
Sigh, let's talk about something else.
I miss my da dong & ya lun... =(
Da dong<333