Omg. I think my cousin spoilt the spacebar.
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Damnit.
The keyboard feels funny.
RAWR!~
Nehoos, haha I slept at 4am, woke up at 6.30pm(x !!
I think I got back all of my deprived sleep already xD!!
Wellos wellos wellos,
with the blink of an eye,
this semester's over.
How fast, the year's coming to an end.
Awaiting the arrival of the new year.
2007.
It's gonna be 2007 already.
Isn't it fast?
Then soon we'll graduate from our course.
And maybe some will go their seperate ways.
Not looking forward to that obviously.
But I'm looking forward for the course to end.
Mum and I've made plans as to what I'm going to do after the course ends.
Imma work.
Yupyupyup.
Work work work.
I need the money.
Yupyupyup.
I'm still undecided though.
As to where to go.
I need to talk to some people.
But why is it that whenever I need them, they're nowhere to be found.
I thought ever since that day, everything will change.
But unfortunately, I'm wrong.
I always expect things that will never happen.
Never ever happen.
Am I expecting too much?
But I've been promised, been assured that it won't happen.
But look.
Look.
It's been almost a month.
And there's nothing.
All those words, I believed them.
Are they nothing but lies?
Full of excuses, forever excuses, like what Farhana said.
Am I expecting too much?
I don't think so.
There are alot of things I've already stop expecting to happen.
Why is it just some little stuff, it's impossible to do.
Just to make me happy?
I'm always waiting.
Forever waiting.
But nothing.
Nothing.
I'm starting to feel stupid.
Terribly stupid.
All that have happened.
Is it true, or just some made up stuff.
I try to look on the bright side, to be optimistic.
But it's so hard.
Maybe it's time to give up?
End it all?
Then I wouldn't be feeling what I'm feeling nowadays.
Seriously.
Ignore the last few lines.
Saranghae yeongwunhee?
Saranghae yeongwunhee.