What a fruitless wait.
I don't know what I'm waiting for now.
I just know it's been like this.
Sigh.
It seems like as if it's back to the weird mood now.
Sigh, again?
I definitely hope not.
*crosses fingers*
Do you know how tiring it gets?
Night after night, day after day.
But nothing ever goes your way.
All that I want to happen, or hope does happen.Always for sure, doesn't happen.
Thus I'm scared to think.
To hope for the better.
For when it doesn't, the feeling of disappointment and sadness just falls onto you like a tonne of bricks.
Or maybe heavier, a tonne of elephants.
How bout t-rex?
LOL okey -___-
I help my friends with their personal problems.
Most of the time.
And it makes me feel like I'm some inexperience-yet-kinda helpful love-advisor.
But when it's my own problem, I'm at a lost.
I'm clueless.
I don't know as to what to do next.
Lost and left all alone.
To walk finish the lonely and confusing road ahead.
Overwhelmed with uncertainty and disappointment, wandering where to go, stumbling upon obstacles along the way.
Where's one when one's needed the most?
Avoidance.That's what it shows me.
Oh I don't know..
I don't know anything.Never did..
Never will.
I'm just a sad lonely lonely wanderer...
Oh well!I think I'm learning to be more optimistic (:
LOL that must be the joke of the year.
Uh... yeah.
Back to econs.
MMFAO~
*poof*