why are guys so complicated.
why am i always on the losing end.
why am i shut out of your life.
why are you so determined not to let me in.
i'm sorry but i'm in the mood again.
and this time, it really really suck.
i'm outta here.
let's just say, i'm "dead" for now.
Joyce'sDead.
i seriously seriously need to think carefully.
bout everything.
throw him out of my life, out of my mind.
how to.
when he's like taken complete control over my mind and heart alike.
haha is there someone out there who can make me forget him?
is there anyone?
anyone at all?
fcuk.
i hate this.
i wish i can just disappear forever.
away from all this shit.
to somewhere where there isn't any pain, misery etc shits.
is there such a place?
i can go on and on and on but nessa will just kill me the next time she sees me.
so i'm gonna stop here.
bye everyone.
stay happy forever
i love you.
so much, it hurts.