LOL!~ XD
those two posts below are complete utter rubbish..
UTTER RUBBISH!!!
i'm perfectly alright... so don't ask me if i'm alright..
because i'm perfectly fine.. not THAT fine.. but FINE(:
wells, met nessa today.
accompanied her for her pedicure appointment.
but i was late.. overslept:P
i'm terribly sorry nessa dear!~
anyhoos, i got my toes done too(x
pinky pinky toes.. hahahah
wells... nessa had finally seen the other side of my mum.
a side where i hope no one will have the honour to experience.. LOL.
pooor nessa.. hope that didnt shock you.. HAHAHAHA xD
well details will not be blogged out, let's just say you have to be there to know.
and if you do know, i don't think any of you wanna be there.
and as expected, there was an explosion of emotions at home, while i was locked safely away in the comfort of my room, WITHOUT the com as my dad was using it outside >[
so i called maine and found out that they were headin to the hawker centre at my place here, so i went down to meet them, i dont care if i were to travel to the other side of the island, i just wanted to get out of here.
so yeahs went to meet them.. but mood was kinda blah~
pms-ing ya'll know?
pms-ing... mood swings..
this time, they are really bad. sighs...
wonder why alan wanna be a girL in his next life..
it's not all fun to be a girl...
hahahaha when i just started blogging just now, something fell onto my leg, and i thought it was some freakin huge insect that flew into my room and landed on my leg, i jumped like shit and hurriedly ran to switched on the light and when i came back here to see wtf it was, and and and it was my handphone charger.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAxD
hehz..
neways, gonna get my new phone like YAY!!! :D
nokia N72. the pink one.. haha x)
my this samsung phone is total shitness.
it's the one and only phone of mine which i've used till it became so crappy.
hahaha it's like seriously spoilt.. but of course. OF COURSE. it can not, NEVER, be compared to maine's fone.. bahahahaha!!
her's is the matrix phone..
hahahahah HEH.
wells... idk...
i told ya [[me]] that nessa's so gonna scold me.
told ya!~
and that's what she did this afternoon.
you should've seen her knockin my head askin me to wake up.
LOL. it was pain aiight!!!
hahahahahaha but there was sound when she knocked it..
is it hollow?? *wonders*
XD
sigh, askin me to forget bout him.
it's easier said then done.
why would i wanna forget him anyway?
how bout you and brazee??
saying you will stop liking him today, but after sleepin tonight and wakin up tmr, you'll realize you still like him as much. hahaha i'm right aren't i? ;)
you like him. but i love him (x
see the difference? wahahahahahas...x)
sigh.. love/like/crush/puppylove blahblah etc..
why does love hurts?
haha..
Liking someone who doesnt love you back is so tiring
Wanting someone but knowing you can never have him is a terribly painful thing
I didn't know that loving someone who doesn't appreciate your love was such an agony
why can't love be simple?
i like you, OH!! you like me too!! okey!~
wtf.
one day, someday, the right one will come along and sweep you off your feet so fast, you won't even know what hit you.
oh?
yeah right.
haha.
i'm feeling so bitchy and crappy and in the i-want-him-but-can-never-have-him.-FCUK! mood now.
hahaha oh yeah.
shit.
my moods are swinging around so fast.
i feel crazy.
haha la la la!~
love.. is making everyone so miserable..
everyone = the ppl i love ):
SIGH.
babo meanie and sia are having one of their breakup quarrells again.
i wonder how many times they've broken up and gotten back together..
he's so hurting inside now.. and she's hurting just as much too.
i wanna know wtf happened.
but as usual he doesn't wanna tell me.
ARGHs.. i wish there's something i can do for him..):
and anna. something really big happened between her and this guy.
idk the details but she's gonna tell me everything in her letter.
so all i can do now is wait.
but apparently something drastic happened just recently, cuz.. just cuz.
sighs, she's so down and all i'm really really worried for her.
wish i can just go up to her and hug her with all my might.
babo and anna.. sighs..
and me?
idk.. i've been like this ever since i met him.
my mind just love to imagine the worst... haha sighs.
nessa too. she should stop thinking bout all the rubbish stuff and just take a deep breath and make a move. ahahaha(;
i'm so sure she's gonna complain agaiN. hahaha
rahh shudup and enjoy your dinner. do not talk with your mouth full..
people sitting around you can see all the food you're chewin inside.. ewww gross.
puahahaha sighs.
shuddup bout you being a spinster.
you-know-who is chasing you now.... WAHAHAHAHAHA xD
boy oh boy if any of the kc gang reads this they are so gonna ask you.. wahahaha not my fault. not my fault. xP
when will i see you agaiN?
when will we share precious moments?
will i have to wait forever?
will i have to suffer?
and cry the whole night through?
when will i see you again?
when will our hearts beat together?
are we in love, or just friends?
is this my beginning?
or is this the end?
come and talk to me.
i feel superbly shitty now.
i need a shoulder to cry on.
i need him.
if only i can tell him how i feel.
but WTF!! he knows!! >.<
and that's what making me feel all shitty..
RAHH idk what i'm talking about now..
i feel super lethargic..
no mood, no energy..
i love you more and more each day, as time goes by.
boy oh boy what a wonderful world.
hey now hey now!!
have you ever seen such a beautiful night
i could almost kill the stars for shining so bright
when i see you smiling
i go.. oh oh oh
i would never want to miss this, cuz in my heart i know what this is.
hey now hey now, this is what dreams are made of.. blahblah
Nessa don't be irritated, one day, one fine day, you'll get to bump into him somewhere.
outside ps, outside wisma, outside your house!! ;D
fa la la la la think of me and a smile will naturally form on your face(x
wahahahaha...xD
man........................................................................
this is like such a crappy entry..
i feeel crazy one time, lethargic the next, sad the other. haha.
i love super junior.
CAUSE I CAN'T STOP THINKING OF YOU GIRL!!
oOH YEAH!~
KKB<3333!!!
mwahaa(x
To peeps who've actually read this far, give yourself a clap.
no no make that 2 claps.
oh ya.
there's one thing i do everyday, wanna know what's that?
missing him.