fresh flow of tears for free!!
who wants em?!?!
blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
really, i feel so dumb. dumb dumb dumb.
liking someone like him.
some knows. yes. him. that him.
i feel so dumb. how can i actually fall for some weirdo like him. lol.
a weirdo..
he's a weirdo alright.
i feel so fcukin stupid.
tell me, i'm stupid right?
idk, but i think nessa will say yes i'm stupid.
and yes, i agree i'm stupid.
but i can't help me being so stupid.
tell me how to control one's feelings.
tell me. maybe i'll be a much happier person as compared to what i am now.
hmm? tell me, anyone?
people always say time will heal all wounds.
really? i don't think so.
for i've tried.
one month. the most. the longest. and i couldn't.
i really really really wanna fcuking know what he's thinking.
but how am i suppose to ask him that?!
i've tried all ways and means already, but to no avail.
i'm so tired of waiting for him.
all i wanna know is what's his feelings towards me.
are we just friends?
man, sometimes guys are just so complicated.
i've never known a guy like him.
he's just.. so weird.
ARGH, trust me to fall for a shitass like him.
lol, no he's not a shitass if i like him ;)
BLAH~
i'm totally not in the mood for anything.
so here i am blogging again.
2nd entry in less then an hour.
don't i rock?