today was such a slacking day.
the first day of study break and i didnt manage to study at all.
damn.
i tried to study, but whatever i read cant go into my head.
i couldnt concentrate at all.
SIGHs.
anybody wanna go study together??
sighs.
POA's the first paper.
like THANKS man.
luckily there's a day's break between POM and BC paper.
then i can use that whole day to study BC.
cant wait for BC to be over, ive plans with nessa already.
hahaha!!! end of exam celebration, go to kbox to sing our stress away. LOLxD
but first, i need money >"<
for im seriously seriously broke. broke broke broke!!!!!
sighs.
i got to start really studying startin from tomorrow.
like wtfffffffff it's thursday tmr.
ive only 6days (including thurs) to study.
like. SHIT.
alrights, after this entry im gonna sleep.
gonna wake up early to study and finish up my super delayed korean homeworkS.
hahaha eeeps:P
but i seriously DONT KNOW HOW TO DO.
i need a korean tutor, a cute one would be good xD
after watchin suju full house, ive the thought of not stopping korean lessons. LOL.
but idk.. IDK!!! it's taking up my night time, hahas, and im lazy to do hw and study for it's exams.
like HELLO!! the exam for this course is on my birthday.
what a nice bday present. THANKS YEAH!!! -""-
some things are better left unsaid, im pretty sure my actions and behaviour towards you are loud and clear.
you know, sometimes, actions speak louder then words.
why force yourself to be someone you're not, just so in order to fit in with the group of frens you hang out with.
if they're your frens, they wouldnt mind a lil bit bout the real you.
frens are people whom you should feel most comfortable with. people who wouldnt give a damn bout it cuz it's because of the way you behave, your attitude, your character that attracts them, wantin to be your fren.
if you cant be yourself around them, why the hell hang out with them?
it's by being yourself that helps you gain frens.
one cant help it if out there some people hate you for who you are.
you cant have peace with every single person.
that's why you cant be everybody's fren.
i really dont understand, is it so hard to be yourself?
are you really that ashame of the real you that you have to conform to whoever you hang out with?
i never knew you were this kinda person, im glad i found out soon enough.
im not scared to drop frens, if they're not worth keeping as one.
cuz i know out there, there are other frens worth giving your share of my love to.
i hope someday, one day, i'll see a whole new you.
as for now, you dont know how much i hate you.
so i'll appreciate it a fucking lot if you'd stop floodin my inbox with all your forwarded mails.
[[i know it has no link to what-so-ever i was talkin about in the beginning. but i just had to say it out. out out out all out!!! i cant stand it. rahahs~!!!]]
i miss him like crazy.
every hour everyday since he went away.
i miss him like crazy.
i try to deny it
but i cant stop loving him.
sighs =(