today's POA paper was totally screwed.
screwed. screwed. ARGH!!
fcuking shit. i gave up at like 12.20. and i sat there with my arms folded and stared at the freaking balance sheet which didnt wanna balance. lol.
and chris, who was seated behind me kept sighing and "tsk"-ing. LOL.
bloody paper. first paper and it's so screwed.
ARGH!!
POM tomorrow... diE.
gotta mug mug mug hard.
i dont want today to repeat.
NEVER. EVER. EVER.
i'll study uhm... later. i will. i'll study till 1am.
then i'll sleep. slept at 3am last night. totally couldnt force myself to get up this morning.
haha.
SIGH
im on myspace now, talking to betty, my maid, aka farhanaxD & lesley.
talking bout him..
talking bout how i dreamt that he was back and stuff.
talking bout how much i fcukin miss him.
i wonder if there's a limit to missing someone.
if there is, i'd have gone wayyyy past the limit long ago. LOL.
i wonder how he's doing.
is he alright.
what's he doing now.
where's he.
is he safe?
or did he encounter some problems..
i have a thousand and one questions i wanna bombard him with.
but he's not here..
million years have passed since the day he was gone..
and million tears ive cried ever since he was gone..
i miss him so much, it hurts. alot.
SIGH.
maine maine maine maine~
maine maine maine maine maine~
MAINE MAINE MAINE MAINE MAINE!!!!
YOU!!! i just read your blog.. dont compress all your feelings inside.
one fine day when you cant hold em any longer, it all comes out.
and it'll hurt even more.
i'd rather you pour em all out.
i can cry with you (:
anything.. just be happy. really happy. i wanna see a genuine smile, real happiness lit up your face. i dont wanna see a fake smile you put up for us so as not to worry bout you.
cuz by doing so, we'll worry even more.
blah's always here for bleah(:
you got me worried during lunch just now you idiot.
now stop thinking bout all those crappy shit and think of me. ME ME ME!!
SIGHs, how many times, no no. seriously. HOW MAny times do you want me to repeat myself.
THINK OF ME!!!! LOLxD
LOLOLOL my bro's arguing with his fren over the phone. FIRST TIME!!!
so i shouted, "ARGUE ARGUE!!!"
then he kept quiet.. HAHAHAHAHAxD
damn funny!! you should have heard the silence... xD
ooooooooh yeah im mean.. ;D
but maine's meaner, she scolded me on her blog. :(
*sobz*
sigh.. i dont wanna blog anymore.
i wanna finish chatting on myspace and start studying pom.
but you know what, i can never finish chatting on myspace. x)
ta ta!!!
oppa..
bogoshipoyo.
choh ah ju choh ah hab ni da...