ive decided.
come to terms with it.
thought through it the whole night + this morning.
imma just concentrate on my studies for this 15months.
achieve the grades i want.
get that f*cking place in the college.
book an air ticket, and get the f*ck outta here.
i strongly believe i'll only find the happiness i want there in the states.
the person who made my heart glow just at the thought of him, the sound of his name makes my heart skip a beat, the one who made the last few months of my life so sweet; also the one who made me shed countless tears, made me went throught the most miserable days of my life, made me angry made me sad.
the person who disappeared for a month already. *frowns*
i f*ckin miss him. and i hope out there, wherever he is, he's safe and sound.
cant wait for this 15mths to pass.
i cant wait to get the f*ck out of here and start a whole new life in the states.
BUT i gotta study hard. really hard. if not, my mum wont lemme go. SIGHs.
POM's kinda alright i guess. IF i study.
POA... CONFUSING.. i need a tutor!!!!!
BC, idk.. i cant be bothered to study for bc. lol.
and my aim's are all As, if not, A A B. LOL.
dont laugh. only me, is allowed to laugh. HA-HA.
hiash..
gonna work during the hols.
gonna work during all the hols.
i need money. gotta save up. save up save up.
PS. to ppl who've been reading my blog. Hiii!!!!
LOL, i just felt like typing that.. wwahaha