okeyz.. its 1.25am now.. and i'm blogging..
argh.. everybody's askin me to go blog..
blog bout wad???
life is such a bore man.. T.T
nothing's happening..
when everything is happening..
zoom zoom!!
in a blink of an eye, everythings gone. *poof!* *woosh!*
and all has changed. cant things stay the same way.
you thought everything was the same. nothing's changed.
but actually. everything changed. but you. you did not changed.
what has brought about this change. nobody knows. except you.
the answer is within you. you have to search for it.
once you found it. everything.. all the thousand and one questions you've always wanted to ask, but backed away timidly at the eleventh hour. the answers to everything you've always wanted to know. to ask. to find out.
will spill open.
then. you can live life to the fullest. living carefree days.
no troubles. no. none.
nothing's gonna stop you from not sinkin into depression, sadness.
nothing. no one.
you are who you are. not what others say you are.
aish~ i'm so tired now. my eyes are like half open..
no. actually while typing this. my eyes are closed. haha!! not bad rite?? =D
okey! if i close them any longer.. i'll juz sleep here.. haha!!
my fringe is takin so damn long to grow!!! argh!!!
stupid. i've stopped cuttin my fringe like since the year started. and wth!!
its still so short!! aish!!
myspace is boring at this hour..
cas no one's online.. >.<
in the morning-early afternoon. thats the time when most of my frens are online. argh..
la la la la la la la la~
i wanna go america~!!
i wanna go sweden~!!
i wanna go denmark!!
i wanna go korea~!!!!!!
i wanna go japan~!!!!!!
i wanna go................... out.
HAHAHA!!
tell me something..
why do one feel so lonely and left out.
and yet have no courage to speak up bout how they really feel inside?
why do one have frens who are so terribly irritatin and dense?
why cant one choose the kind of frens they want?
i thought we were frens who clicked right away.
but now.. why do i have the feeling that you're avoiding me?
what is it that i did/say that made you act this way?
damn... why is it that when one is confused. there's no one to guide him/her back the right path?
in the asylum there's those ppl workin there to bring the patients back to their rooms. right?
gosh. wad kind of sentence is that? O_o
wadeva~
~FRIENDS~
what exactly does ~friend~ mean.
people often say, frens foreva. best frens for eva. best frens for life.
do they really mean it?
some time later people changed. and people drift away.. drift apart.
can one really have a best fren. foreva?
how many people can stay bestfrens till they're in retirement age?
we use to say we'll hold our wedding together. have a double wedding.
but now that you're back. you don seem eager to meet up and catch up.
i have totally no idea what/who i'm talkin/writing about.
so whoeva's readin this don any any how think yah~
suddenly~ suddenly. i juz feel like crying..
and nessa's so nice. haha!! she's not disturbin me on msn like how i always do to her when she's blogging. ^0^
i'm sorry i can't help it she's juz so nice to bully. =D
*pinches cheek*
wahaha!!
i'm so tired.. so drained out..
i feel like someone has taken all my energy away..
i have no strength to try to sustain this frenship by myself.
i need you by my side. but where are you when i need you.
where were you when i needed you?
i'm all left alone here..
but luckily i have some awesome frens by my side..
they're craziee and funny and they make me happy wheneva i'm with them.
hangin out with them makes me feel that i have no troubles in the world.
and i thank them for being my frens.
<3
myspace is addictive i'm serious.
but it makes me happy.
angry. irritated. pissed off. at times.
now. because of it. i'm sad and confused.
aish~!
friends.. family..
do you feel that even sometimes your family does not support you.
they do not care about you.. you feel neglected.. feel unimportant, un-something, in the family.
everyone's having fun execpt you. but do they care?
do they even look like they care? do they show their care and concern for you?
so.. you should have great,loving, and awesome husbands like me.
Jay, Xiezhi, Rain, Jr, Ah Di, JunXiang... and somemore to come XD
ahhh. ~*KR oppa!!*~
*sarranghae yo!!*
everyone will eventually get seperated. go to different schools.
can they still keep in contact with each other? yes of course.
but the feelin is no longer there. they may drift apart in many ways..
they go to different schools, meet new frens.. click with frens in their new school. everyone's moved on to another phase in their lives.
tell me. how many gatherings you've gone to and everybody's there.
argh. i'm talkin rubbish..
i need sleep~
good nite peepz!!
<3 ily
P.S. i'm serious. don any any how think. (ask for my permission first.)
=^0^=
*muacks*